The Worst Testament

I just want to thank everyone who has been with me on this journey since the beginning,
and say hello to those who have just joined.

The Worst Generation: My Reality, My Fantasy came about through the observation of myself and the world.

We are all living in this world together,
yet we can still feel so distant from one another because of our different perceptions and beliefs.

For the longest time, I had friends but still felt alone.

I started making music with the goal of solving that loneliness: gaining success and having enough time and resources to truly connect with my family and friends.

Years passed, and I was unable to achieve my goal.

The distance between me and my loved ones grew greater. I started to feel bitterness, anger, and envy because it felt like I was the only one trying to bring everyone together. But then I realized that even though my fantasy was to unite everyone, everyone else had their own fantasy they were chasing.

So I had to start thinking selfishly. My fantasy became corrupted, and it felt like I had been on an endless rollercoaster of ups and downs.

I pushed people away and burned bridges. My selfish desires started to battle with my original desires, and I began to lose grasp of myself and the reason behind all my efforts.

I used to think that we could get along despite our differences, but life has been showing me that this might not be the case in these times.

I don’t have the answers.

This story is basically a documentation of what I have done, how I felt during it, and how I felt after.

I am still struggling. I am even more alone than I have ever been.

And I hope that if you relate in any type of way, we can all come up with a solution together.

Or maybe we will continue going down this path of self-destruction.

If it’s the latter, just know that you’re not alone, and maybe thats where the solution begins.